I decided to renew hosting for this blog for another year.
I’m torn.
The decision isn’t set in stone, but I’m torn between guilt, potential, reality, ideals and other things I can’t define.
This time of year takes on a life of it’s own. There is common sense in circadia rythym. Winter is coming, all the five senses know it. The intuitive weariness and undercurrent of preparedness for the cold dark season causes me to question basic decisions this time of year. So I try not to make really big life changing decisions. Odd that renewing my hosting option would seem to be a big decision.
I like blogging. A lot. And I wrestle with a bit of self-guilt about that. It is a hobby that gives highs and lows, ups and downs, and I am not prepared to give up my sense of wonder.
But I debate with myself if I have much left to contribute.
I may well be debating and wrestling the wrong thing with the wrong person in this kind of questioning.:^) The cheque is in the mail, my options open. I suspect there is still wonder even after two and a half years of blogging.
Published 4 years ago
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Well, I for one hope you continue blogging, Bene. I always enjoy dropping by every so often to check in. I know it can be hard sometimes (I struggle with being able to keep up with my own blog) but I enjoy your insights.
We would miss you if you weren’t here. I hope you would miss us too.
Many would miss you Bene,were you to stop blogging. Especially Ganns. Congratulations on that award! well deserved.
Shalom,
Jan
Hey Bene; been busy, so haven’t had a chance to drop by in a while…
Noticed you were wrestling and debating with your self……. who won?
(Sorry.. couldn’t resist!)
Hang in there OK?
Cheers.
Bhaaawwwwaaaahhhaaaaa!!!